Finally i knew that i'm a bad lover. U said u don't love the way when i used to talk to u... It really hurts me, but im alright. Although it was very pain, but i cant do anything isn't it? I'm not good, totally not good, im just an idoit.
Don't worry, we are still best friend, i won't think and talk about love anymore, cz it's time to enjoy my single life. Maybe u can live more happier without me.
Thanks for hurt me... And i'm alright.
2010年12月20日星期一
2010年12月18日星期六
Forget
U've changed alot. Don't say u never, becoz u do. Since when u had already treat me as ur best friend? In ur world, friend is always important than ur loved one. I don't blame u. U left me is becoz of this reason?
I've tried so hard to forget u, becoz it seems that u have no any problem in forgetting me. U don't even remember our promises, isn't it?
I don't trust love, because its really hurts.
Im nobody. Don't fix me, although im broken.
I've tried so hard to forget u, becoz it seems that u have no any problem in forgetting me. U don't even remember our promises, isn't it?
I don't trust love, because its really hurts.
Im nobody. Don't fix me, although im broken.
2010年12月16日星期四
2010年12月15日星期三
I'm far from okay
I admit that u hurt me deep, but i don't blame u at all. U left because i'm not good enough? Everything that u telling me is just an excuses. U don't even give me a chance to change, what should i do? U said u'll never leave? U said u'll love me until the end? But where are the promises that u had promised me? U broke it, or just take it as a joke? I have no longer to be here and wait for u anymore, pls take ur time.
Don't let somebody to be your everything, coz when they leave u, you are nothing.
Don't let somebody to be your everything, coz when they leave u, you are nothing.
2010年8月27日星期五
Broken
She has already gone.
Yours was the perfect love, i swear it was. I already did what most girls do, but i messed it up... I thought our life was set in stone, but it wasn't, and i'm here alone.. Baby don't think i can handle this, i'm so agony... Can u look at the state of me? You said u'd never leave, but look what u've done to me... Where do i go from here? I'm so lost....... Do u know how hard it is, fighting my way through this? It shouldn't even be like this, i shouldn't have to feel like this... I really messed up, all that i find myself doing... I'm looking through my gallery, drowning in my memories... I hate u for doing this to me. I never thought i'd feel this low down in my life. What did u done for me? Left here, broken.
Yours was the perfect love, i swear it was. I already did what most girls do, but i messed it up... I thought our life was set in stone, but it wasn't, and i'm here alone.. Baby don't think i can handle this, i'm so agony... Can u look at the state of me? You said u'd never leave, but look what u've done to me... Where do i go from here? I'm so lost....... Do u know how hard it is, fighting my way through this? It shouldn't even be like this, i shouldn't have to feel like this... I really messed up, all that i find myself doing... I'm looking through my gallery, drowning in my memories... I hate u for doing this to me. I never thought i'd feel this low down in my life. What did u done for me? Left here, broken.
2010年3月14日星期日
Hahahahaha~~~
Since i didn't update my blog for so long, so, now i m back ;)
So far so good, maybe?
Hmm, recently busying about our basketball training, competition is around the corner. Cheer me up ^^
I hate my PARENTS so much, they pissed my ass off, WTF!
Goin to die very soon, becoz i m mad wif their decision...hahaha xP
I m gonna leave hum soon, juz jk ==
I think my holidays is interesting, didn't go anywhr, juz training? Yeah, keep fit~
Haha, i wanna go for movie~~~~~:(
Isn't 'remember me' is a gud movie? I want to watch it...da poster of da movie do attract me=]
Gonna wake up earli in da morning 2ml, for training :)
Stamina, come back to me, yeah babe^^
Gud nite everyone...
[320 days] Love u <3
So far so good, maybe?
Hmm, recently busying about our basketball training, competition is around the corner. Cheer me up ^^
I hate my PARENTS so much, they pissed my ass off, WTF!
Goin to die very soon, becoz i m mad wif their decision...hahaha xP
I m gonna leave hum soon, juz jk ==
I think my holidays is interesting, didn't go anywhr, juz training? Yeah, keep fit~
Haha, i wanna go for movie~~~~~:(
Isn't 'remember me' is a gud movie? I want to watch it...da poster of da movie do attract me=]
Gonna wake up earli in da morning 2ml, for training :)
Stamina, come back to me, yeah babe^^
Gud nite everyone...
[320 days] Love u <3
2010年2月19日星期五
CNY
Hey guys, i m glad to be back ;)
I m goin back to hometown since CNY, it is located at Sitiawan, Perak.
The place was so damn boring, hot...... Have lots of bad comment in this place... I HATE SITIAWAN~^^v
The days there, I was like OKU, sleeping through the whole day...without air-cond...WTF?
And my valentines day, haizzzz.......alone :(
After 3 days, we went to Pangkor Island, LOL, i prefer Hawaii or Maldives...hahahaa...=P
I love beaches ;)
But i dislike Pangkor one, its so damn dirty~ Duhhh, malaysia...please~~~~~~
No picha 4 u guys, i m selfish, yes, i do...=P
No la, the main reason is i lazy to upload...x)
Suddenly feel like wanna go to Clubmed, OMG... Its an awesome place la wei, relaxing... But too expensive, no $ go, hahaha...xP
Wait my dear bring me go...xD
Now days felt so tired @@
Gonna take nap now, dinner at night ;)
Bye bye. =D
I m goin back to hometown since CNY, it is located at Sitiawan, Perak.
The place was so damn boring, hot...... Have lots of bad comment in this place... I HATE SITIAWAN~^^v
The days there, I was like OKU, sleeping through the whole day...without air-cond...WTF?
And my valentines day, haizzzz.......alone :(
After 3 days, we went to Pangkor Island, LOL, i prefer Hawaii or Maldives...hahahaa...=P
I love beaches ;)
But i dislike Pangkor one, its so damn dirty~ Duhhh, malaysia...please~~~~~~
No picha 4 u guys, i m selfish, yes, i do...=P
No la, the main reason is i lazy to upload...x)
Suddenly feel like wanna go to Clubmed, OMG... Its an awesome place la wei, relaxing... But too expensive, no $ go, hahaha...xP
Wait my dear bring me go...xD
Now days felt so tired @@
Gonna take nap now, dinner at night ;)
Bye bye. =D
2010年2月10日星期三
Touching
I'm glad because i'm yours =D
I realized that you're the awesome one...
We face the truth, we do the things that we love.
We try to know each other well, even when we fail, the best damn thing is we didn't give up~
We learn about love, because we need love...=]
The tears that drop from my eyes is always because of u.
I trust u, i trust everything about u...even the lie, i do believe it well~
I love the every little thing that u did for me...
The hugs are warm...
I love u <3
I realized that you're the awesome one...
We face the truth, we do the things that we love.
We try to know each other well, even when we fail, the best damn thing is we didn't give up~
We learn about love, because we need love...=]
The tears that drop from my eyes is always because of u.
I trust u, i trust everything about u...even the lie, i do believe it well~
I love the every little thing that u did for me...
The hugs are warm...
I love u <3
2010年2月9日星期二
I am who i am
Hmmp, fell damn tired lately, feel like my bone's gonna break into pieces...=.=
I realized the original u, no matter it is positive or negative, i used to accept it well =D
I learnt alot from u, not to expect for more, even not to carry a big hope =)
I knew it well, wish no any dissapointment appear on me anymore~
I used to live with life, i love simple...
I don't need a big hse, i don't deserve a expensive car........i don't need anything~
But i deserve to live with peace and freedom. And i need a person to love and care me so...
I'm not caring, i'm not loving, i'm not kind, i'm not patient...............but i used to be a nice girl, i used to be the original me...
Don't judge me please...Thank you =D
I realized the original u, no matter it is positive or negative, i used to accept it well =D
I learnt alot from u, not to expect for more, even not to carry a big hope =)
I knew it well, wish no any dissapointment appear on me anymore~
I used to live with life, i love simple...
I don't need a big hse, i don't deserve a expensive car........i don't need anything~
But i deserve to live with peace and freedom. And i need a person to love and care me so...
I'm not caring, i'm not loving, i'm not kind, i'm not patient...............but i used to be a nice girl, i used to be the original me...
Don't judge me please...Thank you =D
2010年1月31日星期日
Our first date in 2010
Outing wif my lovely friends and my beloved one yesterday.
We went thr by car :D
Nice but not lucky, we sesat in the halfway ==
Grrrr, juz feel swt...Zzz
We had our hearty breakfast in Subway, i found out the food was very healthy~
First time order that, fell so blur...>.<
Accompanied Han when for searching CNY clothings while babe was in the saloon, but didn't found anythg that suitable? O.o
Last but not least, she had bought a bag and a shirt i guess.^^
After that, accompanied babe searched for new clothes...
I wonder why all the clothes were sold nearby CNY were not nice like before? @@
Walked till i nearly dead~choi!!! I'm dead tired><
Hehe, then suddenly fell like wanna hav some ice-cream...Baskin Robbins, yea, is u...xP
So i treated bi for the ice-cream, i want to leave our memories in every places that we had been to...xD
After eating, then we went searching around again, but reali cant found =(
So we walked to sg.wang, but before searching, we went to candle light high-tea :D
I wonder why the food that i like but bi don't like it? =(
Later on we met han, joey n xuan thr at the 'toilet restaurant'. ps, i had forgotten the restaurant name xP
Skip skip n skip***
Finally, bi had bought a shirt~ahahahahaha, finally, finally n very finally...=D Congratz =P
LOL, dunno why its so hard to search a shirt, even a shirt>.<
Everything just skip~~~~~~
I reached home 10pm sharp, i tot my parents will naged me, cuz this is the first time i out till so late =S
But when i reached hum, my dad said : why so earli come back? ~~~=S
swt.......
At night i dun dare to slp becuz i scared of ghost, ahahahahahaha, very funny, i scared like hell...=$
What i'm goin to describe about ytd? Happy? Unlucky? lols~
But this is our first date in 2010, i will remember this day ever, i luv u~
We went thr by car :D
Nice but not lucky, we sesat in the halfway ==
Grrrr, juz feel swt...Zzz
We had our hearty breakfast in Subway, i found out the food was very healthy~
First time order that, fell so blur...>.<
Accompanied Han when for searching CNY clothings while babe was in the saloon, but didn't found anythg that suitable? O.o
Last but not least, she had bought a bag and a shirt i guess.^^
After that, accompanied babe searched for new clothes...
I wonder why all the clothes were sold nearby CNY were not nice like before? @@
Walked till i nearly dead~choi!!! I'm dead tired><
Hehe, then suddenly fell like wanna hav some ice-cream...Baskin Robbins, yea, is u...xP
So i treated bi for the ice-cream, i want to leave our memories in every places that we had been to...xD
After eating, then we went searching around again, but reali cant found =(
So we walked to sg.wang, but before searching, we went to candle light high-tea :D
I wonder why the food that i like but bi don't like it? =(
Later on we met han, joey n xuan thr at the 'toilet restaurant'. ps, i had forgotten the restaurant name xP
Skip skip n skip***
Finally, bi had bought a shirt~ahahahahaha, finally, finally n very finally...=D Congratz =P
LOL, dunno why its so hard to search a shirt, even a shirt>.<
Everything just skip~~~~~~
I reached home 10pm sharp, i tot my parents will naged me, cuz this is the first time i out till so late =S
But when i reached hum, my dad said : why so earli come back? ~~~=S
swt.......
At night i dun dare to slp becuz i scared of ghost, ahahahahahaha, very funny, i scared like hell...=$
What i'm goin to describe about ytd? Happy? Unlucky? lols~
But this is our first date in 2010, i will remember this day ever, i luv u~
2010年1月28日星期四
I'm back again
Heyy peoples, i'm back again xD
Recently kinda lazy to update my blog, but anyway, i'm still doin great :D
Hmm, school life is awful? Wat do u think?
Having a great time during the school time, maybe becuz of someone?? haha...x)
Nowadays quite busying for the tuition, i must pull myself up this year... No more fun for me... No hang out, no freedom? But i still have my dear =)
Our relationship still the same? Still as good as we met that time right? >3
Feel so glad wit it, i'm proud of us...xP
Yesterday was 27.01.10... Means that we had been together for 9 months~
Fuyooo~happy huh? haha... Ya, i'm happy ofcz xD
Thanks for your accompany for this 9 months time, i'm appreciate alot...
The love will never end...
I love u and i miss u~
I love what i've got now, especially my dear =)
Recently kinda lazy to update my blog, but anyway, i'm still doin great :D
Hmm, school life is awful? Wat do u think?
Having a great time during the school time, maybe becuz of someone?? haha...x)
Nowadays quite busying for the tuition, i must pull myself up this year... No more fun for me... No hang out, no freedom? But i still have my dear =)
Our relationship still the same? Still as good as we met that time right? >3
Feel so glad wit it, i'm proud of us...xP
Yesterday was 27.01.10... Means that we had been together for 9 months~
Fuyooo~happy huh? haha... Ya, i'm happy ofcz xD
Thanks for your accompany for this 9 months time, i'm appreciate alot...
The love will never end...
I love u and i miss u~
I love what i've got now, especially my dear =)
2010年1月21日星期四
You are always the caring one
Don't know why these few days my mood's quite down, keep on angry the bf...LOL...
Sorry dear, wakakakakaka...
Today 'someone' came to find me after skul, actually when texting in da phone i had already knew that, but don't know why still feel so touch~~gam dong sei me....T.T
Dear made the mash potato for me, ahahahaha, i keep on naging baby to made it for me these days...psps...At last i got it, ahahahaha, gam yun jorr~yeah^^v
But really wan to thx my baby, weee~~~~i love u >3
Sorry for misunderstand u, i'm not that mean~
I know u'll do everythg that i like for me, n i'm too over sometimes>.<
Dear, i really didn't mean that talking to u i felt 'wu nai' lahh...reali>.<
I didn't mentioned it b4...T^T
Wish we don't argue again...=(
Stay in love wif u, and never go away~
Babe, aku cinta padamu !
Sorry dear, wakakakakaka...
Today 'someone' came to find me after skul, actually when texting in da phone i had already knew that, but don't know why still feel so touch~~gam dong sei me....T.T
Dear made the mash potato for me, ahahahaha, i keep on naging baby to made it for me these days...psps...At last i got it, ahahahaha, gam yun jorr~yeah^^v
But really wan to thx my baby, weee~~~~i love u >3
Sorry for misunderstand u, i'm not that mean~
I know u'll do everythg that i like for me, n i'm too over sometimes>.<
Dear, i really didn't mean that talking to u i felt 'wu nai' lahh...reali>.<
I didn't mentioned it b4...T^T
Wish we don't argue again...=(
Stay in love wif u, and never go away~
Babe, aku cinta padamu !
2010年1月18日星期一
Never expect for more
LOL... I've been several weeks didn't update my blog dy, haiz...recently still doin great, haven't die yet...xP
Goin to skul as usual everyday. This is da last year that i study in secondary skul...LOL, goin to appreciate everything there...hahahaha...But now seems like not that fun, i hate skul rules... Don't know why we have these freaking shitz skul rules, maybe they are free?
By the way, i wonder why she don't update her blog? LOL, ntg to write...huh==
Anyway, and i promise myself i won't view it anymore~
I don't like to force someone to do those thingy that they don't like to.
Today i had angry someone, the reason is complicated, or you can say i'm stingy... But i know i'm not...=X
There should be a reason, isn't it?
Skip this**************
After skul went to Mcdee wif the bf and the couple who always wif us lahh~X)
Actually have no appitite to eat, becuz of SOMEONE!>.<
No mood, no mood and no mood...OMG!WTH is that...I'm getting mad wif it...
But later on sure ntg dy larr, if not.....=.=
Lolz...i wan to eat ice cream, but the bf don't buy me....nvm...i don't care~
Back hum at 4ish, eat again...>.<
But nvm, went jogging in the evening.
And no dinner for tonight although i'm very hungry...>.<
Have ntg to mention dy, gonna stop here.
GooDNightS EveryOne... NiTes My Baby...
I love u...>3
Goin to skul as usual everyday. This is da last year that i study in secondary skul...LOL, goin to appreciate everything there...hahahaha...But now seems like not that fun, i hate skul rules... Don't know why we have these freaking shitz skul rules, maybe they are free?
By the way, i wonder why she don't update her blog? LOL, ntg to write...huh==
Anyway, and i promise myself i won't view it anymore~
I don't like to force someone to do those thingy that they don't like to.
Today i had angry someone, the reason is complicated, or you can say i'm stingy... But i know i'm not...=X
There should be a reason, isn't it?
Skip this**************
After skul went to Mcdee wif the bf and the couple who always wif us lahh~X)
Actually have no appitite to eat, becuz of SOMEONE!>.<
No mood, no mood and no mood...OMG!WTH is that...I'm getting mad wif it...
But later on sure ntg dy larr, if not.....=.=
Lolz...i wan to eat ice cream, but the bf don't buy me....nvm...i don't care~
Back hum at 4ish, eat again...>.<
But nvm, went jogging in the evening.
And no dinner for tonight although i'm very hungry...>.<
Have ntg to mention dy, gonna stop here.
GooDNightS EveryOne... NiTes My Baby...
I love u...>3
2010年1月9日星期六
我的心事请你就遗忘
我回来了~~~~~~~
仲没死德...还活生生的~哈
开学鲁，每天那么早起，还蛮累的，可是在班不能睡了，答应了自己要把书读好，中五了嘛~最后一年了，以后要读都没得读了~~~~~不然到时后悔就来不及了><
今年也是最后一年参加校际赛了，过了今年就要跟我的篮球世界说掰掰了~
是真的很想拿冠军，可是我的阿涵又不懂能不能打，阿贤又转校了~少了2位队友~~~唉唉唉。。。不过没关系，希望有奇迹出现~阿哈哈哈。。。
很快就到了拜六，可以休息了~嘻嘻
今天一整天都在家，没什么东西做，只是做做功课，看电视，上网和跟宝贝聊天咯。
晚上阿爹和娘亲带我弟去看戏，我死都不去，所以我就一个人在家~
本来朋友叫我去生日会的，可是我想了想，因为某种原因就决定不去了~
我知道难得有人会想起我，约我出去。。。可是就真的决定不去了~说了不去就不去~~~
因为我朋友不多，有的话都是普通朋友，我想没有一个会想起我的吧？我要找一个知心朋友真的很难。
所以每次朋友叫到我出去我都会很开心~可是我每次都放你们的飞机。不好意思哦~
还有打球的朋友也是，每次约我去打球我都迟到，不然就没去~真的对不起哦。。。
有时候我在想，他......真的不了解我吗？
要了解我真的那么难吗？
为什么每次我为了什么事而不开心他却不知道？是他真的不知道还是装不知道呢？
我不知道我能为了他付出多少，反正我就是没用的人~
表面上我好像什么都没为他做，没付出似的。可是我每当为了他而不开心时，他知道吗？
其实我做每一件事前，想起的都是他。
反正他问我时，我就是说不出口嘛。。。
所以每次我不理他时，是因为谁弄到谁？
可能他觉得是一件很小的事，他就是不会知道实情，因为他不会把事情想得太复杂，也不会想太多。。。
不过我也不怪他，这样也好，简简单单就好，是吗？=)
所以，我的心事，请你就遗忘。
仲没死德...还活生生的~哈
开学鲁，每天那么早起，还蛮累的，可是在班不能睡了，答应了自己要把书读好，中五了嘛~最后一年了，以后要读都没得读了~~~~~不然到时后悔就来不及了><
今年也是最后一年参加校际赛了，过了今年就要跟我的篮球世界说掰掰了~
是真的很想拿冠军，可是我的阿涵又不懂能不能打，阿贤又转校了~少了2位队友~~~唉唉唉。。。不过没关系，希望有奇迹出现~阿哈哈哈。。。
很快就到了拜六，可以休息了~嘻嘻
今天一整天都在家，没什么东西做，只是做做功课，看电视，上网和跟宝贝聊天咯。
晚上阿爹和娘亲带我弟去看戏，我死都不去，所以我就一个人在家~
本来朋友叫我去生日会的，可是我想了想，因为某种原因就决定不去了~
我知道难得有人会想起我，约我出去。。。可是就真的决定不去了~说了不去就不去~~~
因为我朋友不多，有的话都是普通朋友，我想没有一个会想起我的吧？我要找一个知心朋友真的很难。
所以每次朋友叫到我出去我都会很开心~可是我每次都放你们的飞机。不好意思哦~
还有打球的朋友也是，每次约我去打球我都迟到，不然就没去~真的对不起哦。。。
有时候我在想，他......真的不了解我吗？
要了解我真的那么难吗？
为什么每次我为了什么事而不开心他却不知道？是他真的不知道还是装不知道呢？
我不知道我能为了他付出多少，反正我就是没用的人~
表面上我好像什么都没为他做，没付出似的。可是我每当为了他而不开心时，他知道吗？
其实我做每一件事前，想起的都是他。
反正他问我时，我就是说不出口嘛。。。
所以每次我不理他时，是因为谁弄到谁？
可能他觉得是一件很小的事，他就是不会知道实情，因为他不会把事情想得太复杂，也不会想太多。。。
不过我也不怪他，这样也好，简简单单就好，是吗？=)
所以，我的心事，请你就遗忘。
2010年1月2日星期六
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