I'm far from okay

I admit that u hurt me deep, but i don't blame u at all. U left because i'm not good enough? Everything that u telling me is just an excuses. U don't even give me a chance to change, what should i do? U said u'll never leave? U said u'll love me until the end? But where are the promises that u had promised me? U broke it, or just take it as a joke? I have no longer to be here and wait for u anymore, pls take ur time.

Don't let somebody to be your everything, coz when they leave u, you are nothing.