What if i tell u I love u

Finally i knew that i'm a bad lover. U said u don't love the way when i used to talk to u... It really hurts me, but im alright. Although it was very pain, but i cant do anything isn't it? I'm not good, totally not good, im just an idoit.
Don't worry, we are still best friend, i won't think and talk about love anymore, cz it's time to enjoy my single life. Maybe u can live more happier without me.

Thanks for hurt me... And i'm alright.

Forget

U've changed alot. Don't say u never, becoz u do. Since when u had already treat me as ur best friend? In ur world, friend is always important than ur loved one. I don't blame u. U left me is becoz of this reason?
I've tried so hard to forget u, becoz it seems that u have no any problem in forgetting me. U don't even remember our promises, isn't it?
I don't trust love, because its really hurts.
Im nobody. Don't fix me, although im broken.

想不起被爱是如何温暖

我是个无法讨好的人, 相恋一刻只是我的侥幸...我诚实去自问,我可讨厌到如此乞你憎,知我连眼泪也绝不感人, 你不寂寞, 便嫌我笨. 我怕我以后太习惯了失恋, 不懂怎去相爱.

I'm far from okay

I admit that u hurt me deep, but i don't blame u at all. U left because i'm not good enough? Everything that u telling me is just an excuses. U don't even give me a chance to change, what should i do? U said u'll never leave? U said u'll love me until the end? But where are the promises that u had promised me? U broke it, or just take it as a joke? I have no longer to be here and wait for u anymore, pls take ur time.

Don't let somebody to be your everything, coz when they leave u, you are nothing.

Broken

She has already gone.
Yours was the perfect love, i swear it was. I already did what most girls do, but i messed it up... I thought our life was set in stone, but it wasn't, and i'm here alone.. Baby don't think i can handle this, i'm so agony... Can u look at the state of me? You said u'd never leave, but look what u've done to me... Where do i go from here? I'm so lost....... Do u know how hard it is, fighting my way through this? It shouldn't even be like this, i shouldn't have to feel like this... I really messed up, all that i find myself doing... I'm looking through my gallery, drowning in my memories... I hate u for doing this to me. I never thought i'd feel this low down in my life. What did u done for me? Left here, broken.

Hahahahaha~~~

Since i didn't update my blog for so long, so, now i m back ;)
So far so good, maybe?
Hmm, recently busying about our basketball training, competition is around the corner. Cheer me up ^^
I hate my PARENTS so much, they pissed my ass off, WTF!
Goin to die very soon, becoz i m mad wif their decision...hahaha xP
I m gonna leave hum soon, juz jk ==
I think my holidays is interesting, didn't go anywhr, juz training? Yeah, keep fit~
Haha, i wanna go for movie~~~~~:(
Isn't 'remember me' is a gud movie? I want to watch it...da poster of da movie do attract me=]
Gonna wake up earli in da morning 2ml, for training :)
Stamina, come back to me, yeah babe^^

Gud nite everyone...
[320 days] Love u <3

CNY

Hey guys, i m glad to be back ;)
I m goin back to hometown since CNY, it is located at Sitiawan, Perak.
The place was so damn boring, hot...... Have lots of bad comment in this place... I HATE SITIAWAN~^^v
The days there, I was like OKU, sleeping through the whole day...without air-cond...WTF?
And my valentines day, haizzzz.......alone :(
After 3 days, we went to Pangkor Island, LOL, i prefer Hawaii or Maldives...hahahaa...=P
I love beaches ;)
But i dislike Pangkor one, its so damn dirty~ Duhhh, malaysia...please~~~~~~
No picha 4 u guys, i m selfish, yes, i do...=P
No la, the main reason is i lazy to upload...x)
Suddenly feel like wanna go to Clubmed, OMG... Its an awesome place la wei, relaxing... But too expensive, no $ go, hahaha...xP
Wait my dear bring me go...xD
Now days felt so tired @@
Gonna take nap now, dinner at night ;)
Bye bye. =D