I am who i am

Hmmp, fell damn tired lately, feel like my bone's gonna break into pieces...=.=
I realized the original u, no matter it is positive or negative, i used to accept it well =D
I learnt alot from u, not to expect for more, even not to carry a big hope =)
I knew it well, wish no any dissapointment appear on me anymore~
I used to live with life, i love simple...
I don't need a big hse, i don't deserve a expensive car........i don't need anything~
But i deserve to live with peace and freedom. And i need a person to love and care me so...
I'm not caring, i'm not loving, i'm not kind, i'm not patient...............but i used to be a nice girl, i used to be the original me...
Don't judge me please...Thank you =D