What to do ?

Opps~ I've been such a long time didn't update my bloggie...
I am not so fine lately...somethg confuse me~
I dunno what to do... Why can't i have the thing that i want?
I'm so stress...
I am not in a mood this whole week... My cell phone, notebook, freedom, money all gone !
I have nothing now...
But i guess i'd still can live without those thingy, because i still have my friends, and of cz my babe !
I feel so sorry to my babe, i can't accompany you nowadays, i have no choice...please forgive me...i'm sorry...
Although we can't contact every moment, but my heart will always be with you till the end...
My love for you is getting deeper and deeper...
I love u*