Let you go

Babe, i'm sorry. Finally, i let you go.
Once again i'm thinking about taking the easy way out... But if i let you go, i will never know what my life would be, holding you close to me. Will i ever see you smiling back at me, how will i know if i let you go?
To let go isn't to forgot, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't about winning or losing. It's not about pride and it's not about how you appear, and it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn't leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It's not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss and it's not about defeat. To let go is the cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind confidence in the future. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon again. Letting go is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. Baby, i'll set you free...
I hate being put in this position.. I'm forcing myself to let you go. You're the only thg that makes sense... I know that i'm better off without love, yet i feel empty whenever i try to let go, but i guess the emptiness is better than constant hurt...
Sometimes, i wonder who will i love and who will i see, but most of all i wonder who will i be? It seems like yesterday i had it all and nothing was wrong, but the times are changing and i am moving on.
Honestly, letting go of you is the hardest thg that i've ever done before. I smile when i feel like crying, i act like i'm okay, when i'm falling apart inside and i let it go. I move on, because there's nothing else i can do...
It is really hard for me to do because i know that there's a part of me that will be in love with you always...
I LOVE YOU~I ALWAYS DO...DO YOU? TELL ME YOU DO...
My heart will always be with you...Heart you*

P/S: I'll always love you"P"...