I'm back

Me...xD

27/11/2009

Finally i'm back ! Miss my baby so much... Happy 7th monthsary baby... I love you~
I had spent my 7 days and 5 nights in Japan, overall everything was good.
Have no idea where to start this post, let's the pictures talk...

In the plane

The train

Universal, Japan

Tokyo Disneyland


Shinjuku Street



hahaha...=P

Snowing...cold

Mount Fuji...

Lazy to update, tired...

Finish...

JAPAN, i'm coming !
Expected for so long, i love this country... And now my dream come true.
Dear, i'll miss you always...
Wait me back. Be back on 27th Nov...
Bye !

我爱我的他

昨天跟朋友和宝贝去打球。本来我妈说十点才载我去的，哪里知道她八点多就载我去了~
宝贝九点多才来，所以我就跟我打球的朋友打着先。
过不久宝贝就来了，哈哈。。。我见到他时我真的很开心咯，因为整一个星期没见到他了。。。好想他哦~
我发现了一件事咯，我跟宝贝打球还累过真正打球啊，因为一边笑一边打，累到。。。。。。。。
哈哈，不过可以减肥嘛，消耗了蛮多脂肪的。哇哈哈哈哈~
本来我们要出去的，可是我的老妈子不给。妈妈妈妈妈妈的她！
不过没关系，就跟宝贝继续打到两点，然后去长河吃东西那些咯。
我们在那里坐了蛮久的，哈哈。本来还以为我会很早就回家了，可是我五点才回哦，比我事先想象的迟很多。呵呵~
今天见到我最爱的他真的很开心哦，还有还有~他打球的样子超可爱的，所以我才一直去弄他。嘿嘿~
希望他也会开心吧~嘻嘻。
***
今天晚上我就要出国了，不能陪他一个星期哦，我想他一定会闷闷的！讨厌~~~~对不起啊宝贝。。。呜呜呜~
不过我知道你会等我回来的。呵呵。
你要自己照顾自己哦，要喝水和吃饱饱啊。不要让我担心你啊。。。我会很想你的。
我爱你~

我没有自由

其实我到底几岁了？为什么我一点自由都没有？是否是父母管得太严了？
我真的很想像其他人那样，可以去这里，可以去那里。
以前都不是这样的，为什么越长越大就会越来越没有自由？
我是做错事，可是我都不想的啊。你们以为我想这样的吗？
有时候在这个家我真的很累，又辛苦。你们又不是不疼我，你们都对我很好。可是不懂为什么我会觉得那么累。
可能我不会珍惜人家对我的好吧。。。我只能让你们带来失望。
我只求你们给我十六岁该有的自由罢了~可以吗？
这只是一个很小的要求罢了，我都不求什么了。
***
明天我去打球，其实是为了见宝贝。本来想去你家的，可是我真的很怕我妈知道，我真的很怕很怕。。。她又问我那么多，听了真的很烦。。。
明天再看看怎样吧。我知道你很想我去你家陪你的，我也很想去。可是。。。。我不大想冒着个险~
可能之前给妈拆穿好几次了吧，所以讲骗话时都特别怕，甚至都不想讲了。可是为了你，我还是要这样做。。。
明天我会珍惜跟你一起的时候的，这个星期六我就要去日本了。。。一个星期不能跟你联络，我想你一定会很闷的吧？对不起，又陪不到你了。你要等我回来哦，因为我回来的那天就是我们的大日子，跟你在一起的第七个月。。。很开心~
现在真的会比较辛苦些，可是我想以后我们都会很幸福的。。。你愿意等我吗？
我爱你。。。爱得很深，心才会疼。。。

Lg bully me...T.T

灯光也暗了
音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了
人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了
灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

Rindu babyku

17/11/2009
Still the same, No date, No hang out=]
Everyday do the same routine, bosannya !
Alleh, no choice... haizz... OMG ! Memang rindu babyku lah !
Hanya beberapa hari tak jumpa saja, tapi macam beberapa tahun tak jumpa... Memang 38 lah aku...>.<
Hoho, aku tahu babyku rasa bosan kat rumah juga, haiyoo.. Ada rindu aku tak? hehehe...
Kebelakangan ini, aku makan banyak sekali, tak tau masalah apa pun... Sebab ini, berat badanku sudah bertambah...oh no ! >.<
Memang mau keep fit, tapi malasnya ! Babi betul orang ni...@@
Apabila kamu tengok post ni, ada rasa post ini ada apa yang tak sama berbanding dengan post yang lalu?
Haha... Hari ini aku gunakan BM lah !
Memang 'sot' kan aku? =P
Okay lah, tak ada apa lagi yang ingin cerita di sini, BM ku tak baik...>.<
Bye bye...
[205 days] - Sudah 205 hari kita bersama, aku cinta padamu !

I miss you

It had been a few days didn't meet u, i miss u like hell...>.<
Baby, you are my everything... Without u, i have nothing...
So i need u by my side always...=]
Loving u is easy because you're perfect. And loving u is more than just a dream come true~
Everything that i do is out of lovin' u...
No one else can make me feel the happiness that u bring.
Loving u has made my life so beautiful. And everyday my life is filled with lovin' u...
I see your soul come shining through baby...
I can see through your heart, i can taste the love when u touch my lips...
And everytime i see through your eyes, i'm more in love with you...
You're just too good to be true.
Bii, i love u... Trust in me when i say~ I pray u won't bring me down.
Stay with me, and let me love u with my true heart...
[203 days] - I can't take my eyes off you...

Another happy day^^

12/11/2009
Outing with baby and friends today...=]
Baby fetch me around 10-ish in the morning, after that headed to Jusco.
First, we went to sing k... Started at 11am.
After singing, then we headed to Mcdee to had our brunch^^v
Next stop, cinema...
We watched 2012, don't ask me more about this movie, cuz i didn't even watch while i'm in the cinema, i'm doin' other thing...xD
Keep on looking at baby's face... Cuz baby is so damn cute while watching movie...hahaa...
Another thing is because of our holidays are started, so i can't meet baby...=(
So that i keep on looking at U ! =P
The movie is about 2 and a half hour more, so the movie ended at 5.30pm++...
Hang around there for half an hour, then headed back home... Baby fetch me back^^
Bii, i'm really happy today...Thank you and i love u~
Today is the day we've been together for 200 days, have a sweet time with U...=]
[200 days] - I love you, love you with my true heart*

Do you realize it?

You love the real me, or you love the one you want me to be?
Love is just love...and i know it is troublesome. But guess what? I'm in LOVE.
Still i wish to be the one in your heart.
Sometimes, i just feel like i'm over-thinking, maybe?
No doubt, i love to THINK...=.=
By the way, or maybe i'm too care of this coupleship?
I wanna be a good girlfriend.
That's why i'm learning how to be a better girlfriend...=D
No matter what, as long as i'm in your heart~
[197 days] - Do you realize it?

From the bottom of my heart

Never look back, we said.
From the bottom of my heart there's just a thing i'd like to know.
You are my true love, you are my real love...
Even though time may find me somebody new, i'll never knew love till there was you.
We could work things out, taking time is what love is all about...
I never thought our love will end.
You promised yourself, and you promised me too~
You made it so perfectly clear...
From the very first kiss, i could taste your lips...
Everything were lingered on my heart.
Still i wish you were here all the time...

I was born to make you happy

When the moment i met you, you seems so great.
Your everything was so perfect, i'm deep inside with you~and i'm lovin' it.
You changed my mind. I've fallen in love with your every lil thing.
You gave me the love that i didn't really expected for. You lights me up.
I thought its just a dream, but i'm so glad to know this is the reality.
I've seen the true love between us. Our heart is always stick together wherever we go.
I trust you, and i know you trust me too.
You know i gave you all of me~ I gave you everything that i am.
I'm always look for another day.
Save all your love for me. Cause i really need it...
You're too bright in my heart, i just can see you, really...
No one's gonna make me feel this way before.
I want your everything. Would you give me?
[195 days] - Our love is just so strong... I love you...

My boyfriend

Having you as my bf should be the most happiest thing in my life.
Where can i find such a cute babe who will go crazy around with me. =x
A bf who will think all sorts of way to trick me.
A bf who will laugh loudly and madly with me.
A bf whom can tolerate with me when i am having my tantrums.
A bf whom gives me support when i am stress.
A bf who will comfort me when i cry.
A bf who has not scolded me before.
A bf whom feeds me so well that i am undoubtedly fatter now.><
A bf who cares me alot.
The boyfriend whom i had mention here is U. Yea, is U baby...=)
Gimme a kiss, and I gonna hold U tight.
[191 days] - I need you, i need your everything. I love you like crazy...

Random post

2/11/2009
Havin' Science paper today.
While doin paper 2, my mind was definitely empty. Have no idea what's the question were asking about, so just left it all blank...@.@
In fact, Science paper 1 started after recess. So after recess, went to find babe=]
At first wanna went home with babe after the school ended. But...................hng>.<
End up with nothing...
Hate u. Hate u. Hate u. I hate my bf...muahahahaha...( just kidding...don't angry babe^^)
Kinda tired today, just a random post. =D
Gotta go to bed soon... Gudnite everyone ! =]
Dear, i love you..
[190 days] - Love love love...=]
I love my bf...yeah^^v

Exam

Doing definitely stress recently.
Havin final examination right now. But i'm doing nothing.
No revision at all... I'm supposed to study hard and get a good result actually, instead i was facing the television for rest of the time.
Incredible isn't?
Flipped few pages of note while tuition-ing. I was addicted to it !
Honestly, i hate study a lot. For sure, i hate exams...
Obviously i'm gonna fail all the subjects ! I'm not much into it~
Tryin' to reach the aim that i expected for myself, its just a lil target.
At least 5 subjects pass... Can i?
Wish me luck=]
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Baby, don't worry, for sure i will mention you in every post that i wrote. =D
Not all but more...=P
Feel touched? xD
Miss you is the thing that i must do in every moment... I do and always do...=D
I love you baby !
[189 days] - Our love is sweeter than the sugar...^^